(section of oil painting begun in 2008 and still unfinished. Out of camera batteries so resorting to old photos)
My herbal practitioner wrote the following on the back of her bill when she mailed my herbal tinctures:
In Native American tradition people bring dilemmas such as yours to council. The 1st time everyone listens, offers support, ideas etc. The 2nd time everyone listens, offers support.... The third time a person brings the same dilemma to council everyone gets up and leaves because it is obvious the the person isnt doing their part so why should they.
I agree and disagree at the same time. I feel like I am putting a lot of work and energy and thought and cleverness into solving my dilemma. At the same time, I seem to have a stubborn refusal to do the thing unto completion. I would agree with this part: I have overworked the talking about it. I also feel you guys should be getting up and leaving and that I have overworked your good natures. May light and love be yours today and forever more.