Thursday, February 18, 2010

signing back on

Trip canceled. Realtor canceled the appointment and couldnt meet till Sat so I decided not to go on trip. I know there are other choices I could have made. Disappointed. But....oh well.

16 comments:

studio lolo said...

Oh darn! Can you still see the house Saturday?
I know you believe that if it's meant to be it will still be there for you.

I'm wishing for that house with you.
XX

Annie said...

Suki, can't you go and see the house Saturday? I do believe that is your house, but you must do what feels right to you. xoxo
P.S. Could fear be involved?

Lynn said...

I hear the GROUP SIGH of disappointment here. We all join you in it!!! What's with that realitor? Doesn't she want to make a sale?

Thank you so much for your words of wisdom on my blog today Suki. So reassuring, validating, supporting of me and where I am right now. I appreicate you/them so very much!!!! (((hugs)))
And Wishing YOU the very best outcome for this house hunt of yours! This one of something better coming to you now!!!

Julie said...

Oh gosh...I, too, am saddened. I could feel it in your soul as you wrote about that house...
Best wishes!

ArtistUnplugged said...

That's a shame, Suki, but I hope you can still make it Saturday....it will be there if it is supposed to....

sukipoet said...

I think I should stop writing about the "h" word. I just set me and others up for disappointments. I could have gone down, yes, for Thursday, Fri and Sat as planned and a more enlightened me would have done that, and seen it on Saturday. But yes, maybe some fear arose and when the plans were shaken up I withdrew from the frey.

I am already trying to plan a week long March visit to the cape, staying with a friend if possible. So I will not drive down Saturday just for this house. If it is there when I go in March great. Or if not, another.

Thank you for your patience with my lunacy.

Marion said...

I hope you can still see the house when you go on your trip...the house feels so right for you.

I understand the fear that may be holding you back...it's a big commitment. Maybe you needed the time in order to make your decision in a strong and sure manner.

soulbrush said...

i can relate to this so easily suki, when this happens to me i see it as a 'sign' that something is not meant to be and i never pursue it (often i am glad to get such a sign...lol). so for me this is not anything to worry about, after all the 'h' thing is keeping you focussed and having to get out and get things done. you keep at it, all will be revealed one day.

Teri and the cats of Furrydance said...

Darn...unenlightened? That's not you. Wonder why the change in plans turned your anticipation into reluctance to flow with it?

~Babs said...

Maybe next time,,,,

sukipoet said...

I must say I am now glad I stayed at home as a crown came off and I think I'm more comfortable being at home just in case pain happens. The dentist is away on Fri so have to wait till Monday for him to look at it.

Cris, Artist in Oregon said...

So sorry Suki. Maybe that house will be there in March then it might be a sign it is yours. :))
But I see that it is your Sons Birthday Saturday. could that be a reason too? Sorry about the crown.

marianne said...

I have been reading some old posts and understand you have cancelled your trip now.
But I do hope you will go later and see the house with the realtor?
Will you?
It looked so great and sounded like the perfect house for you!
Please don't give up!Love
>M<

sukipoet said...

Teri, what an excellent question. Why did the change in plans interfere with my anticipation and ability to flow with it. Really. That's a deep ponder for me. I could have just carried through with the trip and seen friends and attended burial and hoped that a Saturday viewing would work out for the realty company. I guess I just got angry at feeling pulled around by the realtor, combined with not sleeping well at all and probably a bit of childishness on my part. There was no need for me to back off just because of a change of plans though I never thought of it in those terms. Thank you.

On the other hand I am sort of glad to be home as my cap came off my tooth and also now I will be here on my son's actual birthday to prep a meal for him. there are always pluses and minuses to everything.

Kim said...

Suki, I have to say I agree with Soulbrush! Sometimes we do not know the reason things do not work out and that is fine. For whatever reason - and it sounds like you may have found one of them already - you were not supposed to see this house right now. If it is to be, it will, otherwise, let it go and keep moving forward.

chewy said...

Oh, poo.